GUYS. IT'S TERRIBLE. SCHOOL STARTS AGAIN TOMORROW AND I AM COMPLETELY UNPREPARED FOR EVERYTHING I CAN JUST SEE MYSELF FLOUNDERING ABOUT THIS YEAR WORSE THAN I DID IN 8TH GRADE WHEN I WAS SUPER HIGH ON PAINKILLERS ALL THE TIME IT'S GOING TO BE A GIGANTIC MESS AND I'M JUST GOING TO LET DRACO HERE EXPRESS MY INNERMOST FEELINGS WITH THIS PRICELESS FACE:
Oh my god I'm so scared I can't even tell you guys what's going through my head right now because it's a bunch of shit all packed into one tiny piece of my brain that is still functioning. Okay, last year was pretty messed up too. I had science first period every day and I just could NOT stay awake. Ever. I had to have xxScarletRainxx keep me awake through the lessons so I could get decent grades. Blech it was awful. Every day it felt like someone came up and did this to me:
I have good news though. Two pieces of good news actually. I finished my AP Global work with an even 100 pages of words. (Yes, exactly 100 pages. Kill me for being OCD about it.) And this one can be bad news if you're just this kind of person; thanks to a handful of my friends, guess who's going strong in the Harry Potter fandom again?
That's right. Me.
Fan-friggin' tastic, ain't it? I'm back in the game - not that I ever left - I just needed to go into hiding because I had Voldemort's nose. After all this time.-//*shot before she can ruin another reference*
Anyway, all is not lost! his Saturday I will be driving up north to firstly, check on Starlight-Syndicate's house while she and her family are in Paris (And I am receiving updates from her regularly on her father's condition), but afterwards, I'm going to Darien Lake with Era-Rin, a good friend of mine who was the one who I was talking to in my LAST journal (That weird conversation what was surprisingly normal for us), and the same girl responsible for influencing all these gifs.
DARIEN LAKE, BIATCHESSS~
BUT TO EVERYONE ELSE OUT THERE WHO HAS STARTED OR WILL START THEIR SCHOOL YEAR SOON....you guys all have my well wishes. May the year not suck for you all that much, and may you all get through it in one piece. I send you all my regards~
Remember guys - people suck. Always have, always will. But you gotta know that no matter what, you're not alone. Other people are in the world and are dealing with the same problems you do. Again, people suck - but you shouldn't ever be afraid to counsel with another person who DOESN'T suck as much as the rest. We're all in this game of life together. Let's not give up now!~<3
And remember kids:
Zap-Zap-Forever, signing off yet again....but this time with Snape.